6/08/2010 07:32:00 PM

So long no updates.. been busy for everything.. will not be blogging often.. this post i will cut it short.. cos dono wad to say and dono wad to blog.. a loads of thing been happening ard me.. good ones and bad ones.. but finally something is over rite now.. i hope i can pick myself, my normal self up again.. not to be soft hearted the nx time.. and oso wish her all the best.. now the time to really go out the world to earn $$ and not still day dreaming.. i think tat all i hav to say.. cos say more oso no use.. waste my energy and strength to type.. waste electricity oso.. my bros really there for me when some of the things happen.. thanks.. but i will not go bother u all abt anything cos i know u all hav ya own probs too.. i will rather keep everything to myself again.. hais.. dono i type all this got typo error a not.. i think some of the sentence got no logic bah.. cos wad i type is jus wad i thnik den type.. get it? yes? no ? nvm.. not a issue.. lastly.. june faster faster come come.. cant wait for my bonus.. ok that it............................... bye bye..

3/09/2010 06:49:00 PM

A brand new year and a brand new me!! =D

been busy abt my work.. schedule is very pack.. cant even take a mc or a day off.. but who cares.. i already apply for 17,18,19 feb on leave lo... had been tiring for days cos of some probs i'm facing.. but after some serious thought.. i decided to stay on my career and studies and don go think too much abt other things.. well.. as i said eariler i gg to be busy cos will be working night shift during weekends.. so means i hav no time to go out play and chill lo.. gotta miss my bros, cousin and frens.. miss my army bros oso.. but will be meeting them after cny.. looking forward to cny but not valentines' day.. cos no valentine!! -.- well.. maybe is heaven's will.. like wad my manager had said, normally those working in my department de guys wont get marry de.. cos of our work is 24/7, any time any where will be recall back for work.. unless there is a miracle.. hmm.. i don believe much in miracle cos it doesnt happen to me b4 in my 23 yrs of life whenever i wish or hope for a miracle.. so i think my love life jiu be it ba.. don wan go think so much.. now work work work $$$$$ most impt.. i believe my bros will agree wad i said... other than cny, looking forwards to june!! cos that the month tat i will get my increment, my performance bonus, my company bonus.. wahaha.. so now cant think of anything but to work work work..

to my bros:

these few days.. i wanna thanks my bros for acc me when i'm down.. though i know u all have ya probs but u guys still acc me thru out these days.. THANKS BROS!! after all this things happen, i not going to think anymore.. thinking why am i suffering.. perhaps they treat us as idiot ba or they had their own probs.. but anyways.. hope my bros probs wil be fine.. i been noticing whenever we came out, when we joke play laugh and do anything, we bros jus laugh and give a smile although we know we werent tat happy.. wish one day we bros will come out happily from each of our bottoms of our hearts.. and not wearing a fake happy face with a smile.. =)

ah di

with a smile :)

signing off~

1/20/2010 06:26:00 PM

12/31/2009 01:08:00 PM

Its so hard to say goodbye especially to the person, u think u would spend the rest of ur life with.

Its so sad that it hav to end like how it begins,

We started from being strangers den being frens, being more than frens and sudddenly back to being strangers again.

I could say it out loud, i don nid u at all, but tat would be a lie..

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FOR ALL THE TIMES U STOOD BY ME..

FOR ALL THE TRUTH THAT U LET ME SEE..

FOR ALL THE JOY U BROUGHT TO MY LIFE..

FOR ALL THE WRONG U MADE RIGHT...

FOR ALL THE DREAMS U MADE COME TRUE..

FOR ALL THE LOVE U FOUND IN ME

I'LL BE FOREVER THANKFUL..

U R THE ONE WHO HELP ME UP,

NEVER LET ME FALL..

U WERE THE STRENGTH WHEN I WAS WEAK,

U WERE MY VOICE WHEN I COULDN'T SPEAK,

U WERE MY EYES WHEN I COULDN'T SEE,

U SAW THE BEST THERE WAS IN ME.

WHEN LOVE BECOMES A BROKEN HEART,

AND DREAMS BEGIN TO DIE,

I'LL NEVER TRY TO HOLD YOU BACK,

I WOULDN'T TRY CONTROLLING YOU,

IF ITS WAD'S U WAN, ITS WAD'S U WAN,

I WAN WAD BEST FOR U,

I HAV A LOTS OF THING TO SAY TO U..

I LOVE YOU BUT I NID TO SAY GOODBYE..

ITS TIME I LET YOU GO..


AH DI

she once say tat to love is to let go..

3 YRS~

its so hard to say goodbye~

SIGNING OFF

12/30/2009 09:52:00 PM

To All the ones that being confuse in R/S matters,

Remember that you don't choose LOVE.

Loves choose you.

All you can do is accept it for all its mystery,

when it comes into your life!!

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A loads of things happen recently tat i was so unable to react.. Jus wan a peaceful mind for me to relax.. Everything jus happen

so fast.. And led me to not enough rest... keep thinking abt somethings.. wanted to say it out but there's no point saying all this..

saying out may caused everything to lose control..

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Just wanted to say

Leave me alone..

Give me a break..

That's all i wanna say..

Ah di

MIA

Signing off

12/29/2009 04:20:00 PM

Thanks ALL Wishing me Happy Birhday!!

Although i working on my birthday but i still receive bday from everyone regardless it is at work, sms and in

facebook. hmm.. jus wanna say other than my family, she is the 1st one wishing me bday de. :) some will think me

and her can be more than frens. after some serious thought, i think me and her can onli be frens but not more than

that. so bros or frens, can stop talking abt me and her.. blah blah blah.. and ah mei ar.. don intro girls to me liao..

this one is already enughh lo.. lol.. wahaha.. everyone don worry i fine!! maybe jus a bit siao siao when u see me

the nx time..

12 dec coming liao. quite a lot of things to prepare i think. haven go buy food yet.. den dono is there still any lorry

available for renting. dono my bonus coming in le ma.. this months is very busy for me.. work so stress. got a lot

of work to do. and oso some other matters to think this think tat.. til my head almost explode. so wanna enjoy the

bbq with all i can.. cos the whole of jan and feb nx year.. my working schedules is tight, its like all piled up.. don

even hav the time to take leave.. maybe nid work on sat and sun oso.. hais..

Lastly, hope everyone will hav fun with all u can at the bbq!! take this outing to play as much as u can!!maybe

going out later with my frens for drinking session.. i think i gonna becoming fat and fat.. cos work and other

matter stress so nid to relax so will be drinking quite a lot and eat quite a lot oso bah.. me will end here. if got the

time to updates i will updates again.. X'mas and new year 2010 is round the corner.. wish everyone happy X'mas

and a Happy new year 1st.. jus in case i cant updates in future.. =)


ah di

Any pain that one feel will never compare to the regret that comes from walking away from love"

I don think i have anymore chance.

如果上天在给我一次机会，我会告诉她我爱她。

老了没有回忆没关系，不要换来一大堆的后悔。

signing off

12/10/2009 09:22:00 PM